You shouldn't have pulled me back earlier - I am glad I saw it. I think it was important. I believe I was on the other side, where the dead are. I saw a woman.
I'm not sure about the simulation room, but the dead have mentioned it during the seance. I believe they said it arrives in conjunction with seeing the dead of the crew of the past, yes?
She was. She is. But she's gone. And I don't believe even this place can bring her back - it cannot even bring back the souls of those who still exist merely a breath away.
Besides, I don't have a desire to bring her back for myself. If I were to bring her back, I would want her to have a life of her own. Somewhere beautiful. Where happiness is possible. Somewhere she didn't start in the mud she had to climb out of.
I imagine it made me see things, yes? Believe them?
Sometimes I believe I want to begin again, clean. But that didn't work well for me either, did it? Once you are marked by fate, there is no escaping its claws.
Yes... It sounds like it puts up "illusions" that are very much real and also influences you, with what you just mentioned.
I said something before back when I was an unsettling maid, which I'd be happy if you forgot how creepy I was, but I think we can keep running. If we meet dead ends, then we can fight and keep fighting.
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You shouldn't have pulled me back earlier - I am glad I saw it. I think it was important. I believe I was on the other side, where the dead are. I saw a woman.
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Mister Tavelle, that still sounds really dangerous. A woman?
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She offered me the chance to keep her and the journal. Both at once, instead of a trade in either direction.
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Brevyn is the person you wanted to summon the first time... She must have been important to you.
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She was. She is. But she's gone. And I don't believe even this place can bring her back - it cannot even bring back the souls of those who still exist merely a breath away.
Besides, I don't have a desire to bring her back for myself. If I were to bring her back, I would want her to have a life of her own. Somewhere beautiful. Where happiness is possible. Somewhere she didn't start in the mud she had to climb out of.
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Where would you at least be in that life, Mister Tavelle?
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Sometimes I believe I want to begin again, clean. But that didn't work well for me either, did it? Once you are marked by fate, there is no escaping its claws.
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I said something before back when I was an unsettling maid, which I'd be happy if you forgot how creepy I was, but I think we can keep running. If we meet dead ends, then we can fight and keep fighting.