discomfort: (yamako)

[personal profile] discomfort 2024-03-07 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
Oh. There you are!

[ the tone is chipper, and since he is alone here, he allows the warmth to seep through, a gentle fondness that stands contradictory to his existence. as if they just bumped into each other on the street, and not in the eye of a hurricane. as if the last time owner had seen sasaki, it was when he had his hands wrapped around his neck.

but that doesn't matter right now.

he will hobble over, ignoring the pain that each step strikes him with, until he is close enough to touch the curious sight. and he does. owner drops the sword unceremoniously onto the ground, and he reaches out to place a hand onto the familiar bones. he lets his fingers trace over the ribcage, leaving traces of his own blood on the bone. they go well together, he thinks. ]


I seem to be late again, hm? I'll have to find a nice spot to bury you, my friend.

[ there's a pause, and he will reach through the bones to grab onto the flower. ]
discomfort: (nure-onna)

[personal profile] discomfort 2024-03-07 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ me, oocly: huh this flower is kinda fucked up
owner, icly: huh this flower is kinda fucked up

the sensation is-- unexpected, but at this point, literally what part of this mission has been expected. and it's pleasant, almost soothing in a way, to listen to its call. somewhere to belong, with the world, and everyone else here.

of course, it's all a lie though. just looking around at the devastation here, and at the bones in front of him, is enough to prove that. ]


Ah, I wish I could have learned more about you... this place must have so many secrets.

[ what a waste.

he crushes the flower in his fist.

(they never said they couldn't damage it.) ]
discomfort: (shichinin misaki)

[personal profile] discomfort 2024-03-07 04:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ well, this is fine. this is also a top tier final utena episode moment actually so thank you

a few thoughts run through owner's mind very quickly, so fast that they sort of blur into each other, but they are as follows:

the first, is that he realizes the others do not know where he is. some of they might have seen him run into the garden, but he would not be surprised if they missed it because of how chaotic it had been. even if they did see, they wouldn't know where he went in there. and with a missing arm, and the other hand holding onto this seed as everything forms around him, he realizes he probably missed his chance to see anything into the earpiece. he isn't even sure if he can speak, with the vines twisting everywhere.

the second is that he wonders where rei went, and if he managed to get out safely. it's a silly thought, he's aware, because like temenos said, there is a good chance that was some sort of trick. after all, rei just very recently lost half a leg, partly due to owner's meddling with his family affairs. and there is always the chance he somehow got it back, or some sort of replacement, but... in case rei didn't manage to escape, it is better to imagine that it wasn't real.

the third, and the most overpowering, is the pain. there is nothing that doesn't hurt. and he is used to agony, he is used to being ripped apart and his bones shattering and the sensation of having to reform every tissue and muscle and organ to put himself back together again, but that's when he is at his full capacity in power. now, it's just a fleeting connection to it that comes and goes, and while her extraordinary strength is the only reason he managed to get this far, it's currently not doing enough.

and, last, is the content feeling of having sasaki's bones pressed against him, because sometimes you can find solace in the smallest of things as you are crushed. ]
Edited 2024-03-07 17:04 (UTC)