[ this really has happened so many times. too many times. he’s lost count of the number of times he’s found shiro like this. broken. broken with missing parts, replaced with new ones. aside from the time that he—… this is one of the worst.
his ears droop, the fur softening, and he lifts his to actually look at him. take in this version of shiro, from head to toe. what’s familiar and what’s not… ]
And I’ve always managed to find you, even at your worst. [ shakes his head. now back to eye level, not moving his gaze now. ] In every universe.
[ watching keith, with all of his galra heritage right on the surface, would send most anyone that's been through what he has running. but ganymede - he knows who keith is, even now. even with everything that's happened, here and before. it just makes him all the more expressive in the moment.
he can't help the slight smile that pulls at his mouth, hesitant. it doesn't get much bigger. can't, really, with the way his wetware is. ]
... ha. [ a weak laugh, but a laugh nonetheless. ] Yeah. Yeah, you sure have. How many times are you going to have to save me, huh?
[ this exchange is so familiar. deja vu, if you will. probably because it's still fresh, from the last time... only a few months before all of this. ]
Sh-... Ganymede. [ his eyes fade away from that yellow, going back to normal. he takes a step forward, towards them. ] What do you remember, from before you left with the Eudora.
[ he has to know. he has to know where they stand. when they stand. ]
there's a small pinch in his expression, hearing the start of a different name, but it fades away quick enough as keith continues onwards. his hand goes up to rub at his jaw, where metal meets scar tissue. acid burns. ]
... it was before you reunited with the others. [ his eyes flick to keith's scar, the one on his face. ] I was watching from the Black Lion, and you found me there, inside.
[ he inhales, sharp. that exact moment replaying in his head. there, in the astral plane, inside the mind of the black lion. where he had to say goodbye... ]
I remember. [ he reaches up to touch the scar on his cheek, as he catches his eyes. the fur recedes, ears and purple along with it. which also means his hair... it goes from purple, to his normal black, to stark white. reflecting something... someone... ]
After the battle, with the clone, we fell. [ it's a memory he can recall so clearly, so vividly. hanging on by the hilt of his knife with one hand, while the other held tight to the limp clone body. as the colony fell apart around them... and when they fell, he never let go. he quickly came to terms with dying there. but he didn't... they didn't. ]
[ how could he ever forget that? how could it have beenn gone? ganymede has to reach up and hold his head for a moment, eyes closing tightly. not against keith - but against something that causes his brow to pinch for a moment. what did this? what's taken everything from him yet another time?
his eyes do open, then, and he's still that astral plane figure. the effect doesn't change for him, save for the faint glimmer of galaxies that float off him here and there. ]
A lot's happened, since. You left to get back to the others, but after that... it was the Eudora. And even that's a haze in many places. Not just for me, but for many of the other officers.
[ he watches him and it's then that keith breaks the remaining distance between them, a hand reaching out to lightly touch his right arm. the concern on his face clear, just as it always has been. ]
More than you know... [ so much has happened since then. he doesn't even know how he'd begin to tell him. but that's not what's important right now. ]
I get the feeling all of this, these injuries and prosthetics, the amnesia... none of it was an accident, was it. [ if he can even recall any of that. he doesn't want to push the subject, especially if it's going to cause shiro pain. ]
ganymede doesn't shy away from it, doesn't step back. he's almost relieved that keith does this, that he closes the distance - that it's okay. that it's real, not some hallucination or dream that he's falling through. but it also fills him with dread, at the same time, because keith is here, and people are dying.
he feels for everyone. bleeding heart, he'd said to lucien. adrastea's called me a bleeding heart before.
but it's keith. it's keith here. and he doesn't know how, or why, or if he can even do anything to truly help. ]
... the wetware is from a mission. [ but that's all he'll give. ] That's kind of patchy, too. But none of us think it's an accident, no.
[ yeah his right arm. why did you say it like that.
always trying to save everyone else... but never himself. keith has always found that part of him frustrating, but at the same time, it's one of his favorite qualities. a bleeding hear that never stops. never gives up. even in the hardest of times. ]
I see. [ he moves his hand to shiro's shoulder, giving it a reassuring squeeze. ] Well, I'm here to help you navigate it, just like before. [ like so many times before.]
I'm not going anywhere. [ he says this with such certainty, even when staying alive is not guaranteed.] And I'm not giving up on you.
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his ears droop, the fur softening, and he lifts his to actually look at him. take in this version of shiro, from head to toe. what’s familiar and what’s not… ]
And I’ve always managed to find you, even at your worst. [ shakes his head. now back to eye level, not moving his gaze now. ] In every universe.
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he can't help the slight smile that pulls at his mouth, hesitant. it doesn't get much bigger. can't, really, with the way his wetware is. ]
... ha. [ a weak laugh, but a laugh nonetheless. ] Yeah. Yeah, you sure have. How many times are you going to have to save me, huh?
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[ this exchange is so familiar. deja vu, if you will. probably because it's still fresh, from the last time... only a few months before all of this. ]
Sh-... Ganymede. [ his eyes fade away from that yellow, going back to normal. he takes a step forward, towards them. ] What do you remember, from before you left with the Eudora.
[ he has to know. he has to know where they stand. when they stand. ]
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[ but.
there's a small pinch in his expression, hearing the start of a different name, but it fades away quick enough as keith continues onwards. his hand goes up to rub at his jaw, where metal meets scar tissue. acid burns. ]
... it was before you reunited with the others. [ his eyes flick to keith's scar, the one on his face. ] I was watching from the Black Lion, and you found me there, inside.
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I remember. [ he reaches up to touch the scar on his cheek, as he catches his eyes. the fur recedes, ears and purple along with it. which also means his hair... it goes from purple, to his normal black, to stark white. reflecting something... someone... ]
After the battle, with the clone, we fell. [ it's a memory he can recall so clearly, so vividly. hanging on by the hilt of his knife with one hand, while the other held tight to the limp clone body. as the colony fell apart around them... and when they fell, he never let go. he quickly came to terms with dying there. but he didn't... they didn't. ]
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[ how could he ever forget that? how could it have beenn gone? ganymede has to reach up and hold his head for a moment, eyes closing tightly. not against keith - but against something that causes his brow to pinch for a moment. what did this? what's taken everything from him yet another time?
his eyes do open, then, and he's still that astral plane figure. the effect doesn't change for him, save for the faint glimmer of galaxies that float off him here and there. ]
A lot's happened, since. You left to get back to the others, but after that... it was the Eudora. And even that's a haze in many places. Not just for me, but for many of the other officers.
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[ he watches him and it's then that keith breaks the remaining distance between them, a hand reaching out to lightly touch his right arm. the concern on his face clear, just as it always has been. ]
More than you know... [ so much has happened since then. he doesn't even know how he'd begin to tell him. but that's not what's important right now. ]
I get the feeling all of this, these injuries and prosthetics, the amnesia... none of it was an accident, was it. [ if he can even recall any of that. he doesn't want to push the subject, especially if it's going to cause shiro pain. ]
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ganymede doesn't shy away from it, doesn't step back. he's almost relieved that keith does this, that he closes the distance - that it's okay. that it's real, not some hallucination or dream that he's falling through. but it also fills him with dread, at the same time, because keith is here, and people are dying.
he feels for everyone. bleeding heart, he'd said to lucien. adrastea's called me a bleeding heart before.
but it's keith. it's keith here. and he doesn't know how, or why, or if he can even do anything to truly help. ]
... the wetware is from a mission. [ but that's all he'll give. ] That's kind of patchy, too. But none of us think it's an accident, no.
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always trying to save everyone else... but never himself. keith has always found that part of him frustrating, but at the same time, it's one of his favorite qualities. a bleeding hear that never stops. never gives up. even in the hardest of times. ]
I see. [ he moves his hand to shiro's shoulder, giving it a reassuring squeeze. ] Well, I'm here to help you navigate it, just like before. [ like so many times before.]
I'm not going anywhere. [ he says this with such certainty, even when staying alive is not guaranteed.] And I'm not giving up on you.