bladeward: (kissy..........)

[personal profile] bladeward 2024-04-14 06:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ okay, well, still would have worked out better. probably. expressing himself through biting just feels right.

oh to be able to just laugh this off and move one or honestly...even run away from it all and pretend it didn't happen! but alas, here he is, here they are. it's not the most ideal situation, but it's happening and there's no running now. he's been avoiding his feelings for the past week and really even longer than that.

shiro, i love you.

his own words echoing in his head as he's held so carefully. leaning into the warmth of the hand on his cheek. the kiss fixed and his heart swelling. oh my god he's kissing shiro. oh my god. aaaaaaa. the panic in his brain fighting the butterflies.

but he let's himself be guided, follows gan's lead, and doesn't run away. his arms slide up and around ganymede's shoulders, holding himself there.

after a few moments, longer than he would have thought it'd last, he pulls away...but not far. enough to bump their foreheads together and breath in some damn air. head spinning and eyes staring down at the lips he'd just been kissing. ]


I- I um... [ oh reality sets in. ] Sorry, that was... I didn't... [ words hard. head spinny. just closes his eyes and screams internally. ]