pathematic: (im sorry he's also depressed)

[personal profile] pathematic 2024-03-11 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[it's absolutely a nerd disease. we're gonna take shoma out next and free ty,

Eunhyuk is quiet at that, but he follows when they beckon him. Even though he's not sure he deserves forgiveness, but now he has it -- from Io and Viktor -- two people he feels he'll always owe. Anger would be more rational and easier to bear, not concern or guilt.]


...I was the one who chose not to tell you about my condition.

[a beat, because well. it wasn't actually because of his condition, was it, but maybe it was? maybe it made him easier to manipulate. maybe he should have said something earlier,]

I could have asked to be put back into cryosleep that first week. I knew I was a danger to people on the ship. But I chose not to say anything.
pathematic: (blood hand hook car door)

[personal profile] pathematic 2024-03-12 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
[...]

I think this is for the best. I'm separated from all of you, so you're safe from me.

[but not safe from the mg itself!!!!! but that's another problem to tackle,]

But I won't stop trying to help everyone. Even now, I want to find a way.
pathematic: (are we doing okay guys....)

[personal profile] pathematic 2024-03-13 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
[HIS GUILT.... he really signed up to be io's assistant and now he's DEAD..... but wallowing in despair right now doesn't feel right, not when he has no idea when this dream might end.

He thinks of mentioning Callisto, but Luke had written that he was kicked out when he talked about him... hm, maybe in a roundabout way?]


We've encountered other people who've claimed to have died on the Eudora. They're more like ghosts -- we can speak to them, but they have trouble keeping their forms and recalling information.
pathematic: (i have a permit)

holds you in my goofy paw

[personal profile] pathematic 2024-03-21 01:59 am (UTC)(link)
[STOP HE'S SORRY IOOOOOO

The telltale change in the air is obvious. ...Will Eunhyuk disappear from this dream if he keeps going? checking my timestamps]


There's someone named Lancion who died while the ship was collapsing. They said they worked with Adrastea.