she swallows a little hard, but... she doesn't cry, at least. she just feels heavy. like she could crawl into her bed and not get up. it's not an unusual feeling, it's just kind of startling, after the way she's felt recently.]
... It's alright to be a little selfish. [she always is - and he is so rarely, so she thinks it's good to encourage him this time. she strokes her thumb along his hand almost absently.]
Thank you. [...] Sometimes just hearing it is... it's better than nothing.
[she brings her free hand up to brush at her eyes.]
I don't know what to do anymore. I feel as though we've come up against a wall that we cannot get around.
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she swallows a little hard, but... she doesn't cry, at least. she just feels heavy. like she could crawl into her bed and not get up. it's not an unusual feeling, it's just kind of startling, after the way she's felt recently.]
... It's alright to be a little selfish. [she always is - and he is so rarely, so she thinks it's good to encourage him this time. she strokes her thumb along his hand almost absently.]
Thank you. [...] Sometimes just hearing it is... it's better than nothing.
[she brings her free hand up to brush at her eyes.]
I don't know what to do anymore. I feel as though we've come up against a wall that we cannot get around.