Not necessarily. I am an outlier compared to the others, not mortal, not human. My experience and what I am used for has no purpose on a delivery ship. So I had to adapt.
And yet here you are. [ odd. he has gotten the sense europa doesn't really do the socializing thing based on constantly leaving him on read, but he does find himself curious. so he doesn't stare directly at them as he wanders further into the armory. ]
What made you join the crew then if it's outside of what you're used to?
It does. I've lived centuries, millenniums, and I have never forgotten then.
The fact my memory is starting to appear more faulty the more I try to remember here - [ There's a notable frown, brows furrow and they shake their head. He has made his point. ]
[ thank you, sasuke. shoma does think europa is a bit of an edgelord but it is okay. sometimes you just are stuck living for too long and you just go "sure, that is fine." ]
And the point of living for that long is that the world is always changing, isn't it? [ he says this, but he crouches down to say hi to son. little pets for kitty. ] At least cats are the same everywhere you go.
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Is the company stopping you from doing so? [ he just flat-out asks. ]
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[ To the duties that they do need on board. ]
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What made you join the crew then if it's outside of what you're used to?
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A debt. Karma. [ Though his brows furrow a little, the black smoke clinging to his body flicking. ]
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How do you know when that debt will be paid?
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[ .... ] I don't remember. Something is missing.
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Does it bother you that you don't remember?
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The fact my memory is starting to appear more faulty the more I try to remember here - [ There's a notable frown, brows furrow and they shake their head. He has made his point. ]
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Like you're trying to resist, but whatever's causing the memory to be inaccurate is fighting back harder. That's...not great.
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[ Not great at all. Also, I should say, there's a sudden blink of blue eyes from the shadows of the room. Hewwo. ]
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Has it felt like it's been getting worse since we got here?
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[ Eyeballs... as he looks, a black cat steps out curiously with a tail swish. Europa glances over to it. ]
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[ oh. cat.? ]
Son? [CAT? ]
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[ Edgy. He can handle it. ]
Son. [ The cat perks up, meows and does the happy cat skip to wind around Europa's legs before coming up to Shoma. Hi. ]
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And the point of living for that long is that the world is always changing, isn't it? [ he says this, but he crouches down to say hi to son. little pets for kitty. ] At least cats are the same everywhere you go.