[He wants to say that's okay. If it doesn't work, that's okay. Once was barely a taste, but he can deal... knowing Lucien knows, knowing they had a chance. But he doesn't think Lucien will listen to him. Lucien won't be reassured.

He reaches up to put his hand over Lucien's crossed arms, wanting desperately to be able to squeeze them in his hand.]

I will. I'm glad... I got to see your stupid face again. They need you, you know. They all need you there, so... take care of yourself, Lucien. Don't do anything... too crazy.